I will

no longer be a victim of myself.

I will no longer fight for anyone else, I fight my own battles.

I will no longer become emotionally attached to human beings. 

The strength I find will only come from me.

Emotions are overrated. 

Stop the search, I will never find what I am looking for. 

“You’re not alone” - this does not apply to me.  There is no one in my life that will stand up and fight for me or catch me when I fall - even trip.  I have to fall all the way down and climb back up alone.  This is okay.  The emotions attached with this fact annoy me.  I am hard as a rock and nothing can hurt me.

I will no longer apologize unless I have truly done something I am remorseful for.  I have been abandoned by everyone in my life.   It makes me smirk with disappointment. I am too much for anyone to stand by.  I am too cold to get close to and too angry to talk to.  I am this way for a reason and I will never apologize for it again.  Ever.

(Source: 1major)