no longer be a victim of myself.
I will no longer fight for anyone else, I fight my own battles.
I will no longer become emotionally attached to human beings.
The strength I find will only come from me.
Emotions are overrated.
Stop the search, I will never find what I am looking for.
“You’re not alone” - this does not apply to me. There is no one in my life that will stand up and fight for me or catch me when I fall - even trip. I have to fall all the way down and climb back up alone. This is okay. The emotions attached with this fact annoy me. I am hard as a rock and nothing can hurt me.
I will no longer apologize unless I have truly done something I am remorseful for. I have been abandoned by everyone in my life. It makes me smirk with disappointment. I am too much for anyone to stand by. I am too cold to get close to and too angry to talk to. I am this way for a reason and I will never apologize for it again. Ever.